Crowned in Sin

When desire becomes divine… we crown it in sin.

Brown crown on black background. Pink cursive text reads "Trauma, Titties & TBRs." "Queen of Smut" in pink at bottom right.

TRAUMA, TITTIES & TBRs –The Body That Betrayed Me

I lost 80 pounds—along with my tits, ass, and sense of identity. My reflection changed, but the pain didn’t. Two years ago, I was finally diagnosed AuDHD, and suddenly everything made sense. Dark romance didn’t just entertain me—it saved me. I’m healing, but I’m not there yet. The Queen is still rising.

The Library Vault

Elle | Queen of Smut 💋

Jun 27, 20253 min read

Pink text "Trauma, Titties & TBRs" over a gold crown on black background. "Queen of Smut" in bottom right. Stylish and bold theme.

TRAUMA, TITTIES & TBRs —The Body That Wouldn’t Behave

It took years to get diagnosed with PCOS. Years of “just lose weight” and “just relax.” Add infertility, hirsutism, and AuDHD into the mix—and my body felt like it was glitching on every level. I didn’t just grieve what it couldn’t do… I grieved who I thought I was supposed to be. This drawer? It’s hormonal, hairy, heartbreaking—and I’m opening it anyway.